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Bits and Pieces

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Slowly, slowly

day by day

hour by hour

minute by minute

…. All of my bits and pieces are dropping again. I found and collected them along the way during the journey back “home” and to myself. The empowerment was raw- truth. I collected each one and they helped put me back together again.

A little of “you”,  a lot of sunshine, more moon-shine. I dug deep then deeper into the past and reconnected the dots that did not line up anymore. I found a piece of my mother and childhood along the way- added them back to me and hoping they’d stay. I found older pieces of me and glued them onto the new me , too.  I began to feel the free-Dom that once pulsed through my veins as if my blood was made up only of memories and stardust. The sky was so beautifully bright and I just knew everything would be all right.

and now, they are falling off again.

One by one.

unraveling and coming undone

falling

falling..and here I sit with the tangle of old and new me, watching my bits and pieces leave once again.

That Magical Question

You know those moments in life where some dumb ass has to mind fuck you for no reason and ask to name your alllll time favorite movie or song?! And then you get panicky because they’re so many and you instantly think of all yet none at that same time?   This is the movie I will tell them. Cinematography, actors, era, baroque elements. Even down to that hot pink ice bucket. 

#fornow

#jayne #storytellers #beauty 

“Kiss Them for Me”

Stoned thoughts

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I think I took my Claritin too late tonight. In fact, I think I got so side tracked while talking to an old friend that I took an actual second dose for the day! 

I don’t EVEN FUCKING TAKE CLARITIN! I have also been reduced to “eating ” my marijuana and trying new recipes and I’m laying here at 3 am wondering if I put too much weed in my brownies. Am I OD-ing? On damn brownies?! Haha . Either way my head won’t shut the hell up tonight .  And I’m watching , “Serial Mom” and had forgotten how fucking cheesy great it really is ! 

But It’s good to finally be home under this new moon.  And what a perfect day tomorrow for a daughters Graduation. Probably why my head won’t shut up. That and the fucking Claritin that I don’t take.. That I did take…TWICE. 

I shall celebrate another major transformation; mermaid style, with some new wrist ink.

“To the Sea”
And maybe/probably/yes a Monroe piercing .  

 

🌙🌊🌈☀️