Slowly, slowly

day by day

hour by hour

minute by minute

…. All of my bits and pieces are dropping again. I found and collected them along the way during the journey back “home” and to myself. The empowerment was raw- truth. I collected each one and they helped put me back together again.

A little of “you”,  a lot of sunshine, more moon-shine. I dug deep then deeper into the past and reconnected the dots that did not line up anymore. I found a piece of my mother and childhood along the way- added them back to me and hoping they’d stay. I found older pieces of me and glued them onto the new me , too.  I began to feel the free-Dom that once pulsed through my veins as if my blood was made up only of memories and stardust. The sky was so beautifully bright and I just knew everything would be all right.

and now, they are falling off again.

One by one.

unraveling and coming undone

falling

falling..and here I sit with the tangle of old and new me, watching my bits and pieces leave once again.